Despite what you choose

I try and try,
I work and work,
To show you I'm the greatest,
To show you no shirk,

I climb up the ladder,
And then right back down,
To have you just tell me,
My feet were off ground.

I realize that someone's perspective is off,
Is it me? Is it you?
Which one deserves to be scoffed?

I think that depends on which way you choose,
Whether that be-towards me or towards you.
I will be the best me, despite you think that is odd,
The one whom I care about most is---

God.